As of late I have not really felt like doing any blogging. The school year is near the end and I always get homesick around this time for various reasons include pressure of finals and being bored on campus because I do not have classes to attend. But, I have had enough of feeling sorry for myself and decided to get back into the swing of things.
I am starting to figure out that I let people get to me to much. For the past two weeks someone I had given a second chance in a friendship started once again acting funny. I kept replaying things in my head wondering if I had done something or said something. But, then it hit me, if anyone should be acting funny it should me because of some shady behavior she had lately. However, I continued to stress over it to the point where I think I am going to make my cycle come early. This is once again another lesson learned. I should have remembered why I stopped fooling with her in the first place.
I did not tell my best friend, Randryia, I had fallen out with the girl again partly because I never told her I was back hanging out with her. It was kind of just understood. Then, when I started having problems it became understood when I would call her about what if situations I was speaking about the girl. I guess that is why we are best friends because sometimes things can be left unsaid.
After a emotional couple of weeks, I have let things go. I know there is more for me to focus on such as finals and getting ready to prepare for grad school. I am happy I have snapped out of my depressing mood and am back in sync.
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