After about a month of blowing my ex off, I decided it was time to hang out with him again. When we were together things were good but since we broke up I do not have a desire to be around him.
We went to see Why Did I Get Married 2 and it was okay but the excitement was gone because I had already seen it. I felt bad because I kept checking my phone. Half way though the movie he made a comment that it must be boring watching the same movie twice. It was not that, I just had a headache and really did not want to be there.
After watching the movie and sitting in silence for most of the ride, almost started crying. I miss my ex. He was a great friend to me. Right now with the little drama I am having in my life, I would love to be able to go to his apartment and wait for things to calm down. But, not being able to do that is making me a stronger women.
When we got ready to pull up to the school he asked me one last time why we were not together. I simply told him I can not do it right. I came to college with a boyfriend and if we had not broke up in September of 2009, I would have left with one. At the time I enjoyed having a boyfriend and I would not have it any other way. But, it was time for me to stand on my own to feet. I needed to figure out things on my own. I needed to experience college. I needed to make my own friends.
Being single has not been easy. I let go of one of the closest people to me.
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